Needlemouse

Hello there! I'm Moon. My pronouns are he/him, and nounself pronouns, and I think I'm FtM (Female to Male), having doubts though. I'm Aromantic, and considering whether ace-spec, but it's quite complicated. I'm romance-ambivalent, which means I'm having mixed or complicated feelings about romance.

Ick! Oh! Ewwwwwww!!! That's gross!

Somehow we haven't gotten to that unit, yet.

Ewww! The reproduction unit, I bet, is disgusting.

Romance and make out scenes ruin the mood, imo. I don't blame you. Health class brings back "That vegan teacher" memories and it's irritating.

The entire romantic aspect of Romeo and Juliet. I don't understand how 2 people can fall in love, let alone that quick. And my grandma constantly pushing her religion in my face.

I have considered that I could be Demiboy, on quite a few occasions. And I've considered the possibility that I could be fluid between male and Non-binary. I'm considering being Demiboy, and now whatever you would call being fluid between male and Non-binary., and part of me is screaming to myself "You are a Demiboy" quite loudly. What would you call being fluid between male and Non-binary? What I feel like? That's a little hard to answer. But I'll try to. I feel masculine/like a boy, but maybe, sometimes Non-binary or neutral. I'm not really sure. All I know is that I do feel masculine/male, sometimes, and then Non-binary/neutral. Like it seems to switch or something. And I agree.

G r e e t i n g s.

Rawr. -w-

Hi! It's nice to meet you! I'm Moon. I'd be intrested in sharing and hearing experiences of fellow aro's and aro-spec people as well. I hope you enjoy your stay here. :)

Alright. See ya later. Bye!

I am very concerned for that friend-

My friend said he watches way too much adult themed stuff. And I was like "wait fr-"

Quite a few. One time my friend's friend was at the door leading to the smaller gym, and me and friends were there too watching as he said "Do *insert bad substance*, skip school" to a bunch of little kids who were standing at the door. And then, the same day, he broke the glass (like a noticable dent) on the door to the small gym, and we all agreed never to discuss it again, and so it remained unspoken of.

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Well, I wouldn't blame you.

Dude sounds like a ducking creep tbh.

I'm glad your doing good. I'm sorry to hear that person is bugging you about that. That sucks. :(

How are you? I hope your doing good.

Oh. That's a possibility. That probably would make sense.

Hi.

So, there's this incredibly long story, but I'll try to make it shorter. Here's the thing: As a child, I would ignore my gender, and I would do things considered masculine. Like for example: playing with toy motorcycles, and toy cars, (even though I played with girls stuff too, I just enjoyed playing with whatever really), getting dirty and not even caring, and a bit of lighthearted roughhousing, and such. I made friends easier with boys, and enjoyed the boys company more than girls, (that could probably have to do with the fact the girls were mean to me though). Though I insisted I was a girl, I felt like I fit in with boys, and ignored my gender when having fun and stuff. Then when I was in the 7th grade I wanted to be a boy. So my friend told me to go for it, so I did of course, and it was great. Then I questioned it again when I heard the term Non-binary, and then Genderfluid, etc. I used up a lot of labels, and doubted myself every time. During that time, when I did ID as a boy, I felt strongly that I was one, at least fully a boy, but when the doubt came, I got really upset, because I wanted to be a boy very very badly. Then I looked in a book about boys, and saw a (bear with me here, I'm gonna try to explain it) graphic image, that had made me repulsed by the idea of ever getting surgery for that. So I was like "ok I must definitely be Non-binary, right?" And so, I ID'd as that for a time. Another part during this complicated time was when I was still a boy, and got confused because it suddenly felt as if I were forcing myself to be that way. It upset me. Anyway, skipping because it's a mess. So, it felt like I was switching between gender neutral, and male. I grew sick of it, and it didn't feel like a fit. I somehow catch myself using He/him pronouns on myself, and using male nouns, and referring to myself as male, since the only way I can word it is it feels right to me. It feels better than female nouns and pronouns, and gender neutral nouns and pronouns. As for something else that may help: I really want a flat chest, and androgynous voice, and hrt, and as for one specific, yet personal thing, I'm not sure, I'm considering the surgery I was oh so repulsed by earlier (I was informed that it could've been because i was unfamiliar with it). What do you think? I know you can't tell me who I am, but I prefer perspective or however you'd word it. I forgot the sexuality part *Shrugs*

That's nice! Thank you! :)