People have a lot of different experiences. And people have different meanings for gender, and what it feels like to them.
It's impossible for me to relate, or even understand it when they say that gender is a feeling, and it's an internal sense of self.
How am I supposed to know my internal sense of self?
My mind tells me I'm definitely not a girl, and not a boy. I don't feel right categorized with either, even if I felt like a boy, or if it ever were to happen, a girl. I don't want to be Non-binary.
I hate how everything is so gendered, too. And how I constantly get misgendered. "She/her" this and "she/her" that. And health class isn't helping. Where, even after telling the teacher about this, I still get misgendered.
I don't get my feelings.
Maybe I'm just confusing "dysphoria" with dysmorphia. Maybe every cis girl hates her body. *Shrugs*