All I know is I don't really like using the label genderfluid, I've perceived myself as my assigned gender (female), I've perceived myself as genderless too. I've "felt" masculine. But I'm not a girl? I've also had dysphoria, or maybe dysmorphia, because I'm uncomfortable with my body and want to change it, sex characteristics and all. But I don't know to what. I've desired several different appearances. I hate she/her pronouns being used on me for the most part, and feminine honorifics and my assigned/given name. I've liked passing as a boy sometimes and also androgynous, but I also feel insecure about my femininity.
Am I just a cis girl in denial?