RavenIsWerid

I thought I had a crush today but I did not lol. Anyway there was this one woman who was walking, and I was biking around to test out my new bike. Anyway, she and I have some bad blood; we just didn't start off on a good foot. Anyway, I saw her and I started speeding up so she would not see me (gosh, I'm such a genius, lol). Anyway, my heart was pounding, and I felt heat in my chest (it was kind of painful—not like ow I'm in pain, so kinda a fast throb kind of painful feeling), so I thought I had a crush. I pictured kissing her, and I just felt disgusted. Doing anything romantic with her disgusted me, so I was confused. Maybe I was orchidromantic? So I looked up why my heart speed up like that, and I found out: it's likely due to a physiological response to excitement or nervousness, not necessarily indicating romantic interest; this could be caused by factors like finding someone visually appealing, feeling a sudden rush of adrenaline, or simply being in a new social situation, even without a romantic spark.. The feeling is actually kinda painful now looking back—it wasn't  romantic attraction.So you can feel nervous and you heart speed up around someone-just doesn't mean you have a crush on them lol-I wish someone had told me sooner lol.